I am very tired right now but there's a giant monster spider in my room, directly above my bed, looking as if he's ready to jump (or fall). I'm sitting in the living room, on a chair (because that's the only furniture we've got in the living room), wondering if I might ever be able to fall asleep sitting up like this, and wondering if there are possibly any other giant monster spiders in the living room (maybe even in the crevices of the chair)or if that spider will maybe leave my room to come in here (because it's only a few feet away). I know that it seems to most people such a silly thing to be frightened of; that I could easily kill the spider or just ignore it, but I can't.

Fuuuuuuuuuuck.